More Than Forever

“Hey, you know what?”
“What?”

“It’s almost that time,”

“What time, dear?”

“For me to let go of you,”

All seems that there’s no place to go, any space to move. Even the air stops. Freezed. Stunned.

“I’m sorry, dear. But my time would come soon,”

“No. You’ll live with me forever. Even if there’s a thousand years that would be mine. I’ll love you whatever there would be,”

“If only I have it, dear,”

And another silence.

“If I had a thousand years to love you, I would need to live a thousand more. As so much love inside I want to give you. You’re the one I’m waiting for,”

“Then why let go?”

“Darling, you... A lifetime ain’t enough to love you. There’s not enough time to have you here beside me,”

“I’ll be with you all the time. We promised.”

“No, please. I don’t want to hurt you watching me dying,”

“Promise is promise. Keep it please,”

“If I could, I would give you more than forever. I would love you no matter the end of time. I would give you more than the rest of my life. But I can’t. My time is so short. Not much that I have left to love you enough,”

“We still have time. Let us be together till end of your time if there’s not much more. I’ll stay even when you want me to go,”

“If that’s what I could do, I’ll be loving you more than forever; and if I had have a thousand of your kisses, that won’t be enough to get me around. I would seek for more than a lifetime of your kisses to get me satisfied,”

“Then let me in. Please let me in,”

“I don’t want you to die with me. You mean so much. Even when I have to go, I’ll still live within you. As you’re part of me. So please live, and leave,”

“I would leave, with you,”

“You are half myself. I can’t stand hurting you more. You know there’s not enough time to show you what I’m feeling. I’ll be loving you more than the rest of my life,”

“Just because it’s your life I cant get enough time,”

“Promise me that you’ll find someone,”

“You’re the only one for me,”

“I can’t stand watching you grieving the rest of your life,”
“I won’t. You’ll live with me, with every step I’d go,”

“Hey, baby, you mean so much to me. So don’t hurt yourself. You hurt me more than you would ever realise. There’s not enough place to show you the love that’s inside. Not much word to tell you, and not enough move; but now you know it, just ,please, leave me while I lay here waiting for my time,”

“No!”

“If you won’t go, then you may just as well close your eyes with me,”

“Can I hold your hands, then?”

“Yes, please. But, please, not too close. I don’t want you to die from my disease,”

And they both closed their eyes; slow enough for the time to pass. But they both went together. And love spreads.

If only there exist more than forever, then there’d be a better story than Romeo and Juliet.

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NotaBuku:

One of my English short story. Guess what? Go search for what song I include in this storyline